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Living now; It all exists. Imagery and dissonance.
Watching, waiting every day. I see it all. It's gone away.
It's gone away...

Never really knowing why. It crossed my mind a thousand times.
Should I speak or should I sigh. I live to know. I lose my
mind. Event now; Even then; It all just constitutes my sin.
Wishful thinking gone astray. I watch you fall. You make me
pray.

You make me pray...

Nothing matters nothing goes. Restrain myself from all of this pain
I watch it fade. I own it all but nothing stays. It never really stays.
Just fades away...

Just fades away...

Movements past. Matters grey. I held it high above but nothing stays.

Never really knowing why. It crossed my mind a thousand times.
Should I speak or should I sigh. I live to know I lose my
mind. Even now; Even then; It all just constitutes my sin.
Wishful thinking gone astray. I watch you fall. You make me
pray.

You make me pray...

I go on living in the past. The best for worst I leave it now.
I bury my thoughts they still exist. Never mind it all conflicts.

Never mind...

Never really knowing why. It crossed my mind a thousand times.
Should I speak or should I sigh. I live to know I lose my
mind. Event now; Even then; It all just constitutes my sin.
Wishful thinking gone astray. I watch you fall. You make me
pray.

You make me pray...

I close my eyes. I shut them tight. You're still in me I cannot fight.
You lay me down. I cannot win. You make me stay. Now I begin.

Never really knowing why. It crossed my mind a thousand times.
Should I speak or should I sigh. I live to know I lose my
mind. Event now; Even then; It all just constitutes my sin.
Wishful thinking gone astray. I watch you fall. You make me
pray.

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Jihad San Antonio, Texas

Jihad initially included brothers James (Music) and Rich Mendez (Vocals), but now consists of only James. He was originally influenced by association with the Dassings & his brother's Benestrophe project since it began sometime between 1987 - 1988. Jihad became known for their song titled, Hands That Hide, featured on the quadruple CD collection from RAS DVA called, There Is No Time. ... more

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